Introduction
Nobody likes admitting their weaknesses. You live in a world that applauds people who look strong, confident, flawless. So deep down, you learn to hide what's wrong. You cover it up, you exaggerate, you stay silent. And yet the apostle Paul confronts you with a statement that turns this whole system upside down : " When I am weak, then I am strong " (2 Corinthians 12:8-10).
In this sermon preached on May 17, 2026, at Agape Church in Tokyo, evangelist Judit invites you to be reconciled with your weakness. Not to be crushed by it, but to let the strength of Christ shine through it. She revisits Paul's words about " the thorn in the flesh " and leads you to examine your own root : your wounds, your hidden sins, your spiritual stagnation. She then offers a concrete path : carrying the yoke with Jesus, in complete honesty, until you find peace again.
This article faithfully reflects the message. It is written for you if you feel your Christian life has grown a little empty, if you are tired of pretending, or if you're trying to understand why the same inner battle keeps coming back.
Article Outline
- Paul's paradox : the thorn and sufficient grace
- Your hidden weaknesses, the storefronts that betray you
- Why spiritual stagnation settles in so easily
- The root, the tree, and the fruit : God's logic
- Inner wounds : the example of an older sister
- Holiness is a strength : why Satan retreats
- Five steps to receive inner healing
- Carrying the yoke of Jesus : the peace that follows
1. Paul's paradox : the thorn and sufficient grace
Paul writes : " Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me, and he said to me : My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness " (2 Corinthians 12:8-10). Verse 7 explains : " A thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to torment me, to keep me from becoming conceited. "
No one knows for certain what this thorn was. But in Galatians 4:13-15, Paul mentions " an illness of the flesh " and reminds the Galatians that they would have " torn out their eyes and given them to him ." Many conclude from this that Paul had an eye condition. We also know he often dictated his letters to others. After his encounter with Christ on the road to Damascus, he was blind for three days.
What matters is the Lord's answer : my grace is sufficient for you. Paul does not receive healing. He receives a presence and a power that unfold precisely where he is most vulnerable. That is why he chooses to boast gladly about his weaknesses.
2. Your hidden weaknesses, the storefronts that betray you
Take an honest look at your weak points. You have some, like everyone else. They can be physical : an illness, a tired body, a mental health weakened by the pace of the modern world. They can touch your knowledge, your character, your professional skills, your family history.
The human reflex is to hide all of it. Because the society you live in is a society of competition. In such a climate, showing your fragility means risking being attacked. So you become stronger in appearance. You play " the dog that barks because it's weak ." You strike poses. You laugh too loudly to cover your anxiety. On the other hand, some people exaggerate their words : after enough exaggeration, people only half believe them anymore.
Another very common strategy is to dig in your heels. The proud person does not apologize. He does not acknowledge his mistakes. Yet in the Old Testament, stubbornness was treated with extreme seriousness : a stubbornly rebellious child could be stoned (Deuteronomy 21:18-21). Scripture links stubbornness to idolatry (1 Samuel 15:23) : when you stubbornly place your own thinking above the Word of God, you become your own idol.
All these strategies grow from the same root : the fear of being seen as you truly are. And by dint of covering up, you end up no longer knowing yourself.
3. Why spiritual stagnation settles in so easily
You pray. You go to church. You read your Bible. And yet nothing moves at a deeper level. You keep falling into the same sins, you endure the same spiritual attacks, you go in circles. That's stagnation.
Many Christians live it without even noticing. Satan loves that. He keeps you in constant motion : getting up, eating, rushing to work, coming home exhausted, throwing out a quick prayer before falling asleep. We have never been as busy as we are today. Smartphones, games, and screens eat away every spare minute. There is no room left to stop before God.
Yet to defeat an enemy, you must first identify it. Your first reaction should not be to multiply your religious activities, but to stop. To pray with the psalmist : " Search me, O God, and know my heart! Try me, and know my thoughts! And see if there be any grievous way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting! " (Psalm 139:23-24).
4. The root, the tree, and the fruit : God's logic
Picture yourself as a tree. Worship, praise, prayer, Bible reading, fasting, serving : all of that is the fruit. The root is your heart. Your inner life. Your wounds, your sins, your forgiveness, your sanctification.
If your root is healthy, it draws in nourishment. The Word penetrates you deeply. The love of God flows through you. The fruit comes naturally, without forced effort.
But if your root is damaged, sick, eaten away, crushed under a stone, then you can multiply religious activities all you want : they will stay on the surface. You pray more, you sing more, you fast more, but nothing truly reaches the heart. That's exactly where Satan loves to see you : religious, but not transformed.
Sanctification (consecration) is not an optional extra : it is your life priority as a Christian. It prepares your heart for eternity and finally makes worship come alive.
5. Inner wounds : the example of an older sister
Judit shares a family memory. Her family came from Korea. Her father, a civil servant, earned a Korean salary paid out in Japan : on paper it looked respectable, but in reality the family was poor. Her older sister, like many oldest children, took on the financial weight of the household very early.
That weight shaped a distorted image : " God only gives me the bare minimum. He doesn't give more. " On Sunday school permission slips, knowing the outing would be refused, she forged her parents' signature and turned in the form without saying a word. She managed on her own. She no longer expected anything : not from her parents, and not from God.
This wound spread into her relationship with the heavenly Father. She would not open her heart in prayer. She preferred to keep her distance, from others as much as from God : " better to cut ties than to be hurt ." On the outside, she troubled no one. In truth, she never let God reach her at the depth of who she was.
Without realizing it, she was replaying her wounded relationship with her earthly father in her relationship with the heavenly Father. This is how an unhealed root goes on ruling an entire life. It is also why you must dare to look at your own story : father, mother, brothers, sisters, friendships, school life, work life. Note whatever surfaces. Notice the moments where you told yourself, " I'll never marry ," " I'll never have children ," " I will never open my heart again ." These vows made out of pain are not harmless.
6. Holiness is a strength : why Satan retreats
Judit repeats this formula : holiness is a strength, strength is a holiness. A healed heart, purified, with no inner breach, becomes unassailable. Not because you shout loudly against the devil, but because light drives out darkness simply by its presence.
Light a candle in a dark room. There is no fight : the darkness disappears. That is what Jesus does. The New Testament does not simply say he fights Satan, it shows that in his presence Satan must flee. Being a Christian means resembling Jesus. And resembling Jesus means being holy. Without that resemblance, when you say, " I am a child of God ," you may be mistaken.
Holiness, very concretely, is two things : refusing to give yourself over to sin, and letting God heal your inner breaches. When your wounds are healed in Christ, the enemy no longer has any hold.
7. Five steps to receive inner healing
1. Be still and pray. " Lord, show me my wounds. Give me the courage to look at them. I believe you will heal them. Show me my sins, whatever displeases you. I let them go. I fully submit myself. " This is the first, non-negotiable step.
2. Write down what God shows you. Take your family and your relationships in chronological order. Note the recurring episodes, the emotions, the words that marked you. Making visible what weighs on you inside makes it easier to face.
3. Bring it all before the Lord, without justifying yourself. Don't settle into anger (" I wanted to hit my father! ") or into cursing the one who hurt you. That would be sinning all over again. Simply say : " Here is what I lived through, here is what I felt, Lord, heal it. "
4. Listen to his voice. Judit cites the experience of Pastor David Diga Hernandez : ten minutes of complete silence, every day, desiring to hear the Holy Spirit. It sounds simple, but our flesh hates to stop. It wants " hurry, hurry ." The Spirit speaks gently : it takes silence to hear him. The answer doesn't always come right away ; sometimes God confirms it over the following days, through your Bible, a thought, an event. Once you have laid it down, consider that more than half the work is already done.
5. Decide to let go, repent, and bless. " Lord, I let go of this wound. I forgive this person. Forgive me for having judged, forgive me for having misunderstood you. In the name of Jesus, I bless my father, my mother, my pastor, my church, my friends, my coworkers. " Close with a prayer of thanksgiving : count, one by one, the acts of love God has shown you. Human beings have a precise memory for what hurt them and amnesia for what they've received. Reject that kind of stinginess.
8. Carrying the yoke of Jesus : the peace that follows
What Paul calls " boasting in his weakness ," what Jesus calls " carrying my yoke ," is the very same reality. You walk with Christ, yoked to him, letting his strength work through your acknowledged fragility. The Word of God becomes " sharper than any two-edged sword " : it separates what comes from you and what comes from God. It forces you to drop the poses and choose the truth.
Jesus has already paid it all. His victory is like a " card " you play in his name : " In the name of Jesus, I choose this victory, I declare it, I live as a free man. " You don't have to earn deliverance : you receive it and you walk in it.
Then fear loses its grip : " Perfect love casts out fear " (1 John 4:18). You no longer need to pretend you're doing fine : you're doing fine for real, because Christ is holding the helm.
Key Takeaways
- Your weakness is not an obstacle to God's power : it's the very place where it unfolds.
- Hiding your weaknesses behind strength, exaggeration, or stubbornness opens the door to the idolatry of self.
- Spiritual stagnation is not fatal : it invites you to identify the root, not just to multiply religious activities.
- Inner healing and repentance form sanctification : it's your priority as a Christian.
- Holiness is a strength. A heart with no inner breach gives the enemy no more foothold.
Personal Application
- What weakness do you make a point of hiding, even from God?
- In what specific area of your life are you experiencing spiritual stagnation? For how long?
- Are you willing to write down, this week, your family and relational history in order to identify your wounds?
- Who do you need to forgive, not by excusing them, but by laying it down before the Lord?
- Can you set aside 10 minutes of silence each day this week, to listen for the voice of the Spirit?
Scriptures Cited
- 2 Corinthians 12:7-10 · The thorn and sufficient grace
- Galatians 4:13-15 · Paul's illness of the flesh
- Psalm 139:23-24 · Search me, O God
- 1 Samuel 15:23 · Stubbornness linked to idolatry
- Hebrews 4:12 · The sharp, living Word
- Matthew 11:28-30 · The light yoke of Jesus
- 1 John 4:18 · Love casts out fear
FAQ
What was Paul's " thorn in the flesh "?
The Bible does not say specifically. The connection with Galatians 4:13-15 suggests an eye condition. What matters is God's answer : " my grace is sufficient for you. "
Why isn't praying, reading the Bible, and fasting more enough to break free from stagnation?
Because these practices are the fruit, not the root. If your heart carries wounds or hidden sins, you can multiply religious activities all you like : the Word won't reach the depths. Sanctification comes through inner healing and repentance.
How can I know whether I'm hearing God's voice or just my own thoughts?
Be still, about ten minutes a day, desiring to hear the Holy Spirit. Compare what you sense against the Word of God. Don't rush : the Spirit's voice is gentle, and he confirms things over time, through your Bible, your thoughts, and circumstances.
to take notes and ask questions.